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[27 Apr 2007|09:10am] |
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Lately, life has been so unsatisfying. Eric makes me feel like I'm being suffocated, & I feel so distant from my friends. And these are friends I love dearly, but for some reason I'd rather withdraw myself, rather than explain anything to them. I'd rather live in the comfort of misery, because I don't understand why, but I never allow myself to enjoy life, it's like I like being miserable, or that I like feeling sorry for myself, even though I don't. I hate it. & lately, I look in the mirror, and I can't stand the person I see. Over the course of a few months, my weight has jumped from 127 to 150. I'm 5'1". I should weigh 127. But I'm chubby now. And I hate it when people say I'm not. I'VE GAINED 23 POUNDS WITHIN 3 MONTHS, I THINK I KNOW WHEN I'M CHUBBY. & my thin friends say that my pudge is "cute", I ask them, "Oh, but would you like to have it?" and they only give me blank stares and sympathy, because they realize it's really not "that cute".
I'm going to Dallas tonight, to see the town and the art school I'd like to attend.
It's a 5 hour drive from San Antonio. Joy.
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[16 Mar 2007|08:36pm] |
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Hello my faithful LJ friends!!
I'm going to Austin tomorrow, so expect a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiig picture update Sunday morning!!
;]
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[13 Mar 2007|07:45pm] |
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Life sucks as of now.
It's so annoying.
My sister has stolen my camera & killed my batteries.
As well as my pants. & a few shirts.
& shoes.
& purses.
IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS.
& this is the best part--
She's my older, 21-yr old sister.
Eric, I hate your friends.
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1 ♥ || gimme some sugar!
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[25 Feb 2007|05:08pm] |
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Forgive me!
I've been an awful LJ friend.
A big update is on its way.
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gimme some sugar!
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[20 Feb 2007|05:35pm] |
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Hello!
never too much Hello Kitty.. :D
PS! Today is my little brother's 14th birthday. I baked him a cake, & the batter is following me EVERYWHERE!!
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[18 Feb 2007|05:16pm] |
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eee! This is me & my beau, Eric.
Aah, he's wonderful, I swear. :]
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8 ♥s || gimme some sugar!
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[11 Feb 2007|11:29am] |
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ADAM GREEN. |
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Hello, new life.
This journal is dedicated to LJ friends.
Those of you who read from far, far away.
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gimme some sugar!
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